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well it's been an interesting 3 weeks lately...and the heat is coming on, so that is making things seem like they are moving in slow motion.
i'm still sorting through everything that happened. i guess what is really nice is that ell and i aren't mad at each other. we've hung out a coupla times, the last of which was the easiest i think. just sat around and watched tv. if this paycheque is what i think it is, i may actually get to go out this weekend and have some fun. i must remember to pay some bills as well, but that's so diffifcult. i just want to go to toronto and hang out on a patio, is that so much to ask? everyone who's offered lately have assumed that sex comes along with it. gotta love the fags, eh? can't just hangout with people, there's gotta be a guarantee of some pink bit wrestling as well. oh well, i'm sure i'll survive.
i'm melting all over the place
ooh, there are cute landscapers today even...
i have been cleaning up around here a lot lately as well. i even cleaned off my keychain is it's getting to be of lesbian proportions. i took off the keys from my first car. they've been in my pockets for over 10 years. now i keep thinking i've lost my keys as everything is much lighter. now if i could just learn to clean my room. i love doing laundry, i just don't like putting it all away afterwards. i just have too many clothes for my little room in oshawa, maybe i'll dive into my closet and box up stuff i prolly won't need until october...but they get so scared in the the dark like that, and cry out for me to just try them on...
okies, i'm going to post this now, and write more later...it's too humid to carry on a single train of thought...
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[May 17, 2007 at 5:29pm] |
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ugh, i haven't written anything in a long, long time and now that two kind of important things have happened, and i've been trying to avoid writing them down. i wrote one whole post with pen and paper, but that feels stale to post much after the fact.
well, a coupla weeks ago my mother took the the family to mexico. well, the family and my sister's husband. i had to go by myself, and did indeed feel like a 3rd or 5th wheel most of the time that i was there. the resort was amazing and we had an ocean view as well. i've never had any room with what could be called a view before. the resort was connected with three others, so you could go to five different pools and restaurants and such...blah blah blah. i just liked sitting around the pool with free cocktails and a book and an ipod. another fun pastime was feeding their squirrels, namely iguanas. now i want one. oh and there was this sink-hole and some pyramids or something.
oh, and yeah, ell and i broke up...details to come.
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[March 13, 2007 at 12:34pm] |
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hey you guuuuuuuuuuys.
okay, that's all my frivolity.
this past week has had its ups and downs...
facebook is an evil evil force and i can't stop using it. it's really hard when people from high school start popping up and you see them with careers and kids and families and stuff. i keep getting, "you look just like you did in high school." and look i'm still in school, doing the same crap i was doing before. i feel like i'm working at mcdonalds and all these people i used to know walk in with their families and blah blah blah...
school is going okay, but i think i have a mental problem with deadlines...as soon as i'm given one, i do everything possible to not meet it. i think i've gone past procrastination, i think i have a block when it comes to them. maybe it's the same way with ultimatums...i'm given two options and i choose to do a third. ell sees this a lot i think but won't tell me. i think he sees a lot but won't tell me. we're each other's crutch a lot of the time, and it feels as though there is a fine balance that we have. i just hope it stays balanced or we'll get tipped over into the sea...and this bitch don't swim.
i haven't updated in a long time, well not publicly, i keep writing them and then they stay in private.
recent dealings with police with a friend of mine from way back has broken my heart. i pray for justice for you my dear (not the justice you introduced me to and i later dated, the proper blind lady kind.)
i keep watching all my english tv shows, over and over and over again...doctor who, torchwood (shut up, i likes it) and life on mars...you lot have the monopoly on ginger blokes, put more of them in your shows please... :P
back to facebook, i am glad that i am getting in cyber-touch with people i haven't seen in a while. people you would think have never even been on the internet are popping up. i had someone add me that i did actually go to primary school with and that floored me, someone i've known in some way since 1983. (she was also my first kiss, we were in the playground, but i don't think she'd remember that.) facebook is also the place where all your crushes come back to life...it was bad enough they were in national commercials, now they're mug is on your desktop...i'm not really complaining. heh heh
okies, back to my new-found hobby of washing dishes and clothes, mwah.
bitch is out.
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[February 13, 2007 at 10:30am] |
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yay snowstorms...
i love them when i don't have to go anywhere...navigating public transit during a storm, too frustrating.
i've been reading a lot of blogs lately, procrastination is a bitch. i'm getting behind again, but if class is cancelled tomorrow due to the weather, i might have some extra time to catch up...and learn my lines. eek
ell and i are doing valentine's stuff tonight cuz i gots to work tomorrow, gots to get paid. and i still haven't given my new availability to the manager, so i keep getting scheduled during play rehearsal. i'll figure out my life one day...or even just put away all my clothes. and the iconic day that i unpack my cd's...never gonna happen.
facebook is still amazing me by how many different people are coming out of the bluddy woodwork. it's great...and the 6 degrees of separation thing is weird too. it seems to be working a lot better than friendster ever did. it's just highly addictive and useless and fun and annoying all at the same time. but then a friend of mine told me, why would i want to join another site to find out how few friends i have and advertise it to the world. true, but heh, i have 5 friends, it's all good.
now that i'm back into first year classes, i'm not sequestered in the newsroom everday. the little emo boys are getting cuter and well, younger. i'm just looking...but damn, i'm a dirty old man. i think ell likes it like that.
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[January 29, 2007 at 8:58pm] |
my mother just did the unthinkable....she asked for advice.
huh?
i was doing laundry, my mother was in her car and her driver was igoring her and decided to call me and ask me something...
i want to say i'm speechless, but i was only that at the time...
huh?
wha?
why?
who?
me?
i've been igored most of my life and this is a shock to the system...
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Wahoo…I’m having a fun afternoon all by myself. No roomies, no bf (I’ll see him later,) no work, no grammar, no underwear…
I was drinking last night, big surprise, and I had to work this morning, grrr. My own fault, but all good nonetheless. I had fun at work, all the people there were the ones I like. Cute boy was there as well, all us older poofs are trying to figure out if he plays for our team or not. No one can tell…it’s a fun thing to ponder.
I’ve been reading the best book lately, well I like it. It’s called Kafka Americana and it nearly makes me wet my pants everytime I pick it up. It’s not a very long book, around the same length as Exquisite Corpse and as with that book, I have to put it down cuz I don’t want to finish it too quickly. I haven’t done this with a book in a long time…I loved Kafka in high school, I studied him in uni, and this book takes it a step further. Some of the short stories do “borrow” too much from the original works, but some of them analyze, educate, further the stories of Kafka, and even use the person himself. It reminded me of the movie Kafka with Jeremy Irons…talk about wetting of pants.
Well that was getting too nostalgic…speaking of which, I still haven’t unpacked my cds. Grrr…I ‘ve been here over 6 months and my cds are still in 4our big boxes…I’m scared to try to organize them, I didn’t pack them very well.
Allanah Myles is narrating some crap on the space station. I guess marrying your manager who is a former muchmusic vj doesn’t a career create. Oops.
Oooh, they are trying to raise the minimum wage to 10 bucks in this crappy province. Nice. I was talking to colleagues today, seems that the minimum wage at my work is higher than we’re getting, us lowly little seasonals that got hired on. If it’s true, I’d get some backpay if things get changed…weeeeeeee. Retail is the stupidest thing I could do for money, better than serving coffee in a green apron, but akin to prostitution and not getting paid enough. I mean 8.25/hr is not a good rate for getting @#$%ed.
My friend has to get rid of one of her kitties, I want him but I can’t. grrr…no big pets are allowed in my place. Though my roomie does have the frog, but he’s self contained. I don’t like living in a house without a cat or a dog. It’s weird not to have something walking around the place that weighs less than 20lbs and can lick it’s own arsehole.
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ugh, school assignments are pooey, i just have to say that.
i'm just really not motivated to do anything while at home, i have too many distractions. making us lease a laptop that has this internet thingy on it, just makes us not do homework.
the school is trying to figure out how or if they can block msn on the networks. i think it would cause a revolt first and foremost, but i can see their point. lemme be old man on campus for a sec. let's set the scene...classrooms full of 18-19 year olds, some away from home for the first time, in classrooms and they all have a laptop. MSN's wet dream. i love using msn, i'm on it most of the day i admit, but...old man coming out, turn it off during class people. the teachers aren't stupid dear. if you're taking notes in a notebook and then type type type away on your laptop, geee, wonder what you are doing.
oh dear, i was bored and created a facebook group...it's called purple velvet mafia...all are invited...i agenda, except the gay one.
i really need storage solutions.
i still haven't unpacked my cd's, i moved in here in july 06, i have naked ikea furniture just begging to be filled...ooh, that's kinda hawt. i have a small room that's half finished...there's a morrissey poster in the corner that is begging, pleading, early emoing to be unrolled and put up...though, i hafta find some space for him. okay, there is only one space left, i just haven't got around to putting him up...this not decorating is genetic, i swear. my parents have lived in the same house for over 20 years, my last bedroom there (i've had two) has never had the walls painted. it's still builders' white. my bathroom there has just had it's first painting in 20 years last summer. my tribute to pollock with hair dye was there for 10 years and just recently got covered over...
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i'm not sure if it's depression, boredom or crap christmases as a child issues. but i love buying stationary and looking at toys in the toy section. well it was only in the walmart but it made me happy. i was bad and bought a binder that i didn't need; i just needed the ordinary plain one, two flaps and three rings and all. i got something made by five star with zippers and the ugliest hue of teal? i'm not sure what colour it is yet...it was on clearance though, so it's not really like i splurged. the one that i was going to buy was at least 12 bucks or so. i bought some other stuff that i kinda needed.
walmart is scary. i live in a very white trash city, auto industry kind, and man, the walmart i went to was just dirty. i get a discount through work at zellers, but i'm poor and 10% off is a crap discount. at starbucks you get 30% off of everything, now there's a discount. oh and i found a new fun thing to do in the hair care aisle. it really only works if you're a white guy, but fun nonetheless. i started going through the black women's haircare products. opening them and trying them on my hands...the women there were really looking at me strange, giggling, and one mentioned that this was prolly not my aisle. heehee. i guess it's not that fun, but it was amusing to me. it's like going through the discount bins in the women's underwear section when you're a guy. women are never sure if they're allowed to be mad or disgusted at you or if they should be accepting, or if they should be embarrassed cuz i can see what they are buying...i'm going to finish some more thoughts tonight, but i must do dishes.
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[January 06, 2007 at 1:04pm] |
well i didn't end up getting any xmas dinner leftovers again this year, same as thanksgiving...oh well. next time i'm going to dinner with big containers with the intent on bringing home some yummy foodstuffs.
ell has spent a coupla weeks here on and off throughout the holidays. we've discovered, that when we're ready to live together, we are going to need a lot of storage. he has so much crap...heehee. (don't cry honey when you read this, but anyone that knows you will agree.) we only had my room to put stuff in and it just exploded in a huge gay pile of clothing and xmas pressie bags. so basically boxer briefs, well matched socks, and sweaters everywhere. heehee.
SCHOOL IS ON!!! after what was an easier process than i thought, i'm indeed back in school for this coming monday. my bursary needs a little more red tape dancing, but i've done everything on my end, i'm just waiting for the school to process everything else. i get my laptop back on tuesday as well...and i get a brandnew one...i miss mac, i do i do, i do...i need to come up with a new name for my laptop now...i guess i'll figure that out on tuesday when i get her...
ugh, have to go visit the 'rents to take down the xmas decorations...it has passed the 12th day of xmas afterall...i'm going to insist on the lights on the outside of the house first, i hate seeing those up in march...
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[January 02, 2007 at 1:21am] |
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well i've been abusing this thing lately, though i have been reading everyone else's posts.
someone added me to their myspace thingy that i haven't seen in ages. then i searched through his friends page and found other people. "and they told to friends, and they told two friends..."
so i got nostalgic and then realised my life is poo at the moment. heh heh.
school is all still up in the air at this point...but hopefully will be cleared up on wednesday and i'll be back in classes and benefiting from OSAP by next week. cross fingers.
if school doesn't get all cleared up, i need to find another job. the bay is scaring me lately. i'm just not up to folding sweaters for hours on end while the great masses of 'shwa whitetrash have to touch everything and make brand-new clothes smell by the time they bring it up to the cash register.
ell has been staying with me on and off all holiday as his res is closed until later this week. he really dated all of us last night when he didn't know the basic rules to play pacman. oh to be a 19 year old again...oh i'm a dirty old man, and i love it.
NYE was very nice, classy, comfortable and slightly tipsy. we had a voodoo chicken party and it was fab. lot's of food, dessert, spiked jell-o, cheap champners, screwdrivers, sleeping on the floor, and eggs benney.
ell's hyper flailing personality made an appearance and it was nice to see.
my new year's resolution is to stop reading perezhilton and to start writing my own stuff again.
i'll bbl.
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[December 08, 2006 at 10:04pm] |
Wahoo birthday, and I was working for most of it, heh heh…off to Toronto on Saturday night.
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Well I guess I’d better do a little update, having been in the hospital and all…
It seems I’m the talk of the bay in oshawa. I was serving a customer, ringing in her 3-pack of thongs (shudder) and I collapsed. It may have been a seizure, may have been a fainting spell, may have been overly tired. Who knows…
But I was taken to the figgin bowmanville hospital of all places. It seems I would have had to wait 3 hours for a bed in oshawa, but instead I got a bed right away, but was ignored for 4 hours. Oh well, I survived and it wasn’t life threatening. Just slightly alarming and of course the day I forget my cellphone at home. I had to take a cab at 1am from bowmanville to oshawa and it only cost 40 bucks which was slightly surprising.
My tailbone still really hurts…which is embarrassing to try to explain to people when you look constipated when you sit down. Everyone at work now knows my name and everyone’s coming up and asking me if I’m okay. I think the manager thinks I was on something…grrr.
Honestly, I’m not sure what the cause was…I think it was a combination of drinking too much the night before, lack of sleep and not eating.
Oh yeah, this semester is all screwed up as well, hence the lack of sleep, I think I’m going to repeat last semester, next semester…then start 2nd year all over again…then just graduate from the two year program as my sister has me a placement lined up at CTV.
I’m off to finish dishes…a.
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[October 16, 2006 at 4:22pm] |
well, i'm still struggling with school but that's nothing new i guess.
my parents are finally home from greece. i didn't get to talk to them much last night but it seems they were really, really tired. they didn't get on their proper flight home from amsterdam, so had to spend the day in the airport, fly to montreal, have a four-hour layover there, then get into toronto around 10pm last night. but i did get a call when they got home so i knew they'd got home okay. i think the only reason they called was cuz i hid their car keys incase someone broke in.
they also didn't realise that there had been (and still is) a bus strike. i live within walking distance to my school and i don't have a car. my parents live a town over from where i do, so getting around had been a pain in the buttocks. once they see the news from the last little while i think they'll be thanking me a little better, heh heh.
other things are going okay, one roomate is moving out. it'll be very quiet at night for a while as the other rooomate works evenings.
i started my job at the bay on saturday. i'm now in retail, heh heh. i fold sweaters for a living. heehee. yay. i kept checking out clothes while i was folding, my paycheck i think has been spent already. heh heh.
i'm sitting in ell's rez room atm while he's making brunch.
gotta run,
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p.s. ell's electric can opener is a big steaming pile of poo
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[October 08, 2006 at 12:38pm] |
things went a little wrong last night and it was just another wake-up call for some things. my friend n came over last night and well...it was 6pm and he was already trashed. i knew something was off but figured his father dropped him off and he had a 12-pack with him. i was really wrong.
ell and i had a discussion over drinking that night and decided that we, meaning i, wouldn't drink. i'm grateful for ell stepping in and caring.
things just got annoying. first, i forgot that n had a cast on his hand and i made hamburgers. i didn't even think about that. second, he just inhaled his beer one after another. when he does this he becommes very stubborn. i thought that if i put the beer downstairs in the basement fridge so that i'd hafta go get them for him and help slow him down. third problem, he kept trying to go down there and it's a concrete floor. he's already rebroken his finger once, i didn't need him to break something else as well.
well, n decided that he was a little sleepy, but instead of sleeping here wanted one of his parents to come get him. i didn't know that they were having thanksgiving without him, thought he was too drunk and offered to bring him over here. thanks family. they didn't want to pick him up because he had little cousins over. his mother was also talking to me like i let him drink too much. oh well, eventually n's father came and got him and ell and i had a nice night afterwards.
if you ever get to watch joan rivers' stand-up specials, especially her at alber hall in england i believe, watch it. we nearly peed our pants. then there was a margaret cho special on afterwards, but i own that one, but i think the notorious c.h.o. is her best one. even better than when i saw her live as she did the most impressions of her mother...
hmmm...this is getting long and i don't want to lose this by accident, so i'll update later in the day.
love, a.
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[September 12, 2006 at 9:02am] |
Hello student loan…nothing like coming into school early, checking the bank and seeing way more money than you thought being there…
School has started, the paper is starting up, and somehow I got entertainment coordinator. I’m not really sure how that happened, but I’m glad it did. Though one girl is the op-ed coordinator and she wasn’t even here to request it…hmmm…she is a smart one, and her father happens to work here…hmmm
Oh yeah, my sister got married. It went off without a hitch…heehee.i mc’d and I think I did rather well, at least that’s what my mother kept telling me. And I looked damn hot, pictures to follow soon. My sister looked good too. At their hotel people were taking photos of her cuz they thought she was a movie star in town for the Toronto film festival. And it was well-deserved, she looked amazing.
Ugh, class soon, ttyl
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Almost done my evil shift…this shift is so boring…
I’m going to Bancroft with ell this weekend, that should be a lot of fun. I’ll hafta sleep on the bus. I’m meeting ell right when I get back home, I’ll buy him brekkie and then we’re off. I was hoping we could have rented a car to go visit but that just wasn’t possible this time. Meh, the bus is fine, I’ll be asleep for most of it I imagine.
Ell moves into rez next week, I can’t wait, he’ll be just down the road from me. So no more forced weekends. I love spending time with him, but it’s difficult when all we can do are weekends and this way, he can just come hang out and then he can walk home if he wants.
Found out one of my roomies has a bit of a temper, though it was my fault I think, so meh.
It’s 4.30am and I still have 3.5 hours to go. I’m sitting here watching muriel’s wedding eating a frozen burrito and drinking reheated timmies…
Oh, my exciting life…can’t wait for school.
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Ugh, it feels like I’ve been watching tv for 4 days straight…midnight shifts really suck, taking public transit between two cities that are as far apart as Oshawa and Toronto are is not recommended. It could be much much worse I know. I have a pretty sweet deal, but there were no calls tonight, and I’ve been sitting on my arse for 8 hours…meh. I could be serving coffee, which I might be doing for the school year. My current boss and auntie is trying to get me working here during the school year, but it seems I may not be able to. She is trying very hard though, but it looks like I might be a coffee slut at timmies this year. Weeeeeeeeeeee…
I really wish I could get into chapters or something. I still want to sell clothes, but I just can’t get hired for some reason. I think it’s cuz I’m not a 16 year old high school dropout that talks like Sugar Baby on YTV. Heehee…ell is going to kill me for that. She does the voice for the English dub of sailor chibi moon.
I’m going away for two weekends in a row. I’m excited. Ell and I are returning to Bancroft in a week’s time. I think he misses his mom. She’s a special lady and I like her a lot. She welcomed us with open arms…and a very small bed. It’s almost kinky to have sex in a single bed that one of you has slept in since they were two. :D
I hope you all have seen ell’s new kitty I bought him. His name is Lexi and he’s a snow leopard from build-a-bear. That place is the Starbucks of stuffed animals. You pick out what toy you want stuffed. The bins look like plush carcasses to me, but I think that’s just me. Then you get stuffed…well the toy get stuffed…by a rather cute boy actually. I still don’t know how str8 boys could work stuffing animals for a living. Oh well, he can’t help being str8 I guess.
Then you pick out all the accessories you want for your toy. There was everything you could imagine. And every price you could imagine. I can’t believe what some parents were spending on a teddy bear and they weren’t even a Steiff…oh god I’ve been watching antiques roadshow too much. There were a lot of happy kids though, especially ell. I knew which one he wanted but couldn’t ask me to spend the money on the leopard. But since we couldn’t really see putting clothes on him, Lexi was prolly cheaper than most of the other bears. There was a pink leash that we could of bought, but then I made an inappropriate bondage comment in the company of toothless ‘Shwa mother and their sugar-riddle children. But you get to make a birth certificate for your toy as well, so that was cute.
I can’t wait to see all the Bancroft crew again that I met at the beginning of the season. And cottage season is in full swing so Bancroft might also look inhabited. There was this gay couple that bought an 50’s inspired ice cream joint. They make the only chocolate ice cream concoction I’ll eat. I was bouncing off the walls.
I’ve almost 4.30am and I’m kinda scared. A special report runs in the hospital here around now. If something is going to go wrong, it will go wrong about now. This is the one kinda call that is a pain to do…I’m fine with printer jams and such, but this is something that could make me pull my hair out…ciao fiao niao
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First of all I have a pretty kewl job, the hours of which just really blow atm.
I’m working 11.45-8pm but because I now live even further from Toronto, the commute can be ridiculous. I finish work just in time to miss the 8.13 train home, so I have to wait another hour. The train takes about an hour, then there are two buses to catch, so I ‘m home around 11pm. 3 hours to get home is just nuts I think. Oh well. It’s not too bad. I start the midnight shifts next week, but not until Tuesday…another long weekend. Then I’m going to London. :D
Ell got his laptop for school. It’s a lot nicer than the one his program/year got last year. This one is big and pretty and has an internal iSight. It’s very slick indeed. I know my class is going to get the same as last year, the super large iPod thingy. I think we are going to take goofy pictures on it tonight when I finally get home at 11pm. :S I can’t believe it takes me 3 hours to get home from work, it’s just not fair. Yay public transit. Oh well.
I get paid tomorrow and I did an extra shift not too long ago, so it’ll be a nice paycheque. I can’t wait. I’m going to treat ell to some treats on Saturday. I think I’m finally going to get my hair done. I was going to save up and get it done at Coupe Bizarre, but I think I’ll just get the colour done there instead just before school and the wedding. I can’t wait til my sister’s wedding is over and done with, I’m still sick of hearing about it. I got my fitting for my tux done. I’m going to look damn good.
Ell is staying with me this weekend. Well, he came Wednesday and is here until Monday. I feel bad cuz he’s been here 3 days and I have barely seen him. I get home, eat, then fall asleep. I’m going to make a fuss of him tonight though…kisses all around.
I’m off…gonna play around with Pandora.com for a bit…ciao fiao niao
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well i'm officially a 'shwa. yay me. i moved last weekend into my new apartment near my school. i had ell help me and it rained the entire weekend. it kept the temperatures down in my non-air-conditioned home, but it made the move really interesting. the only casualty so far was a brand new jar of mayonnaise. i cried a little for that. heh heh
ell and i are hopefully both going to see his cousin do drag at 717 tonight. i have to work right until 8 tonight and might miss the train i need to catch so that his cousin can give me a ride there. if not, ell will finally get to see oshawa's only gay bar. yeehaw...heh heh. i'm sure he'll have fun with out me, but it's just a shame that we haven't really been able to go out together since he got his ID all sorted out. it's not the end of the world i guess.
not much else is new. i love my job. i'm sitting in an empty computer lab waiting for something to break down. exciting i know. but i do like this place. it's a really good bunch of people and not monotonous at all. though where are all the cute doctors? well, cute male doctors...there are a lot of women employed at this hospital. prolly why this work place seems so efficient and polite. heh heh.
i miss having internet access at home, but i'm having fun socialising with my roomates, who were friends before i moved into their place. ell met the remaining roomate that he hadn't met and they got along really well. she thinks he's a cute.
something is vibrating in this lab and i can't find it. mmm...vibrating. someone's pager has been left on in a desk and it's reminder pages are going off again and again...i can't be arsed to find it. mmm...arsed.
happy long weekend...
oh yeah ell, we're not going to my parents...mwah
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Some questions to ponder:
why do I still get acne at 30?
what is my laptop thinking right now while he’s in storage at school?
why does tv suck atm?
is there ever too much porn?
if I have a CSI dream, does that mean I’ve watch way too much and buying the DVD’s is prolly a bad idea….
I’m becoming more and more unsure about school. Well, I’m going back, that’s a given but what am I going to do once may 2007 rolls around. I’m not going to do 3rd year at Durham college methinks, I think it’s going to be useless. College diploma in Canada is the same whether you do two years or three. I’m seriously considering going to Ryerson and doing the broadcast component. I have the one degree already so I’m thinking I should get advanced standing for some of it. I’m not sure when they decide what stream students go into, though I’ve heard the teachers decide on it based on your looks…so broadcast may be out for me. The problem is I won’t be done school yet. What I will prolly do is apply to Ryerson and then look for jobs at the same time. Then I can just take one or the other….i’m confused.
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